20060824
Life is tough... yea.. damn tough...ever since i returned from the asean comp, my bio chem is like close to gone case
i am not sure how am i gonna handle it but i will have to pull through... pretty much lost touch with the rest of my friends perhaps except with the ones i see in school everyday.. thanks for being my pillar of support class, and friends out there...work hard too yea? promos will be here veri soon (:
*Love, the bridge that connects two hearts.
They may not be lovers,
but he is satisfied... he really is.
Thank god he has met her
and he will always love her as a friend.
regrets? perhaps not...
Only if she wld have been happier if she were his.
posted @ 3:00 AM
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20060809
Hey guys its been a longggg while since i blogged, yea i noe... so i guess i shld at least do an entry now to update on how my life has been for the past week..haha...well hectic...bloody hectic... i am actually very exhausted now... but at the same time happy cause lotsa good things happened... yepp...But i shall just blog bits of here and there as i'm really tired to elaborate.. haha
Yep.. ASEAN was overall pretty fun... made lotsa new friends, and of course i achieved my target (: 2nd... but i didn't achieve Personal best again ): ..
nevermind..next time la... hahah aniwae i seriously played like crap with everyone there while 75 was mugging back in school, and now when i'm back i have to pay it back x_X.. oh ya and i think i grew fatter but my overall frame is shrinking too... yea so its a double impact...no only did I gain more fats, my last few pathetic muscles that i am left with has went over to the dark side too....what to do ... haha... all 3 meals are buffet, u can imagine how much i eat. its ridiculously alot actually haha...overall it was just all fun, did almost no preparations at all for the comp cause it was just er...too much fun involved? 6 days plae 1 dae comp haha... But anyway i missed everyone in Singapore esp the class alot la , Lol.
OKay next next... track elections... Yeap it was a good outcome too, way too good that i can ever imagine..
After i went back to ASEAN, many of the track&field teammates were like saying stuff like "fight for it, i believe u will do a good job" and stuff yea... trust me guys that seriously touched me a lot...I have never expected that a person like me will be part of the exco , let alone being the captain of track... Its just too huge a responisbility.
Well this was what happened last time... i was already preparing to quit track because i reinjured myself in december 05 and was seriously demoralized and saddened by my injuries. I never went training from jan to may, as it was far too painful to even go down and watch my juniors train... that was exactly what i did for the end of sec 2 right up to the beginning of sec 4... sit in a corner feeling useless and shittified while ur juniors and seniors are there working their asses off...
No amount of hard training can match that kinda mental torture.
After a fair share of defeats, victories and injuries...I guessed i finally looked at things from a different perspective. Perhaps personally glory is not that important after all, whats more important is actually the quality of the relationship between u and ur teammates, it isn't abt the medals u win, nor the records u break... at the end of the 2 yrs in JC, it is the process that u will remember, the times where sweat and tears were shed as a team. Yep, from now on I'll just have to accept the fact that i am plagued with injuries and unable to train as much as others, and if I'll have to lose a medal because of that... so be it... a team trophy is something more worth fighting for... no longer shall i be overconsumed by my selfish desires to achieve the best results for myself (=
Once again thank for your support ... thank u for the trust u have placed in me... let us all achieve greater heights team! (:
posted @ 12:08 AM
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